Things I hate

How I make you cry;
How I only messed up;
How I rudely speak;
How I get mad at things and release my anger on you;
How I make you think is all your fault;
How insecure and ridiculous I am;
How I bother you with my problems;
How no matter what I do, I can't change my defects;
How even though I know all my mistakes, I can't do them right;
How I apologize and don't change my way of being;
How I can make you mad;
How ungrateful I am;
How I break my promises;
How stubborn I am;
How I can't make you happy;
How I don't deserve you;
How I make everything difficult;
How I can't show I love you;
How I scare you away;
How tired I can make you feel;
How I complain of everything and do nothing to change it;
How I always doubt about you and take wrong conclusions;
How I regreat of the bad things I do to you;
How I know you deserve better than this;
How I (vainly) try to be the best for you, but all the results say:
How you need someone else.