Facing it

You can even like me
but not enough to stay.

I remember when you told me a list of people you would actually have something serious
and of course
I wasn't on it.

It would be great to convince myself that if I try really hard then maybe
- just maybe -
you would somehow like me back
or realize that I'm worth it
and suddenly want to be around and get to know me.

I'm tired of pretending...
and so are you.
I'm tired of being myself all the time
hoping  for you to notice anything you like about me.

Let's just face it:
I'm not the one for you
'cause you can like me as a person or a friend
but you'll never really like me.

I'm not one of those that treated you like crap
I'm not one of those who made you cry
and I am certainly not one of those that would be okay to give you up.

I'm the one that really tried her best to be enough for you
'cause every moment near you was worth the fight.

I'm fighting with you
trying to have you.
Does that make sense?
As you can see,
I'm now the one trying not to think you're amazing
so as to stop fighting for you
and walk away.