For the one I love(d)

Before you go through this, I want to remind you of the first time that I saw you. You were laughing with a friend, wearing a gray sweater, blue jeans, black shoes. So shy yet so cute. I'd never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or I'd die... then you whispered that you liked me few days later and kissed me, and I felt so peaceful and safe because I knew that no matter what happened, from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad... because I had you. And then we went separete ways, you grew and I stayed. And I know that you think I'm nothing more than just a small part of your past, but I don't want you to. I am (and could be) so much more. But I guess... if I love you, I should let you move on.