Somebody That I Used To Know

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die.
Told myself that you were right for me,
But felt so lonely in your company,
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember.
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So, when we found that we could not make sense
Well, you said that we would still be friends,
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over.
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love,
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough.
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number.
I guess that I don't need, that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know.
Now you're just somebody that I used to know.
Now you're just somebody that I used to know.
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over,
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done,
But I don't wanna live that way, reading into every word you say.
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know.
But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love,
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough.
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number.
I guess that I don't need, that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know.
Somebody, I used to know.
Somebody, now you're just somebody that I used to know.
Somebody, I used to know.
Somebody, now you're just somebody that I used to know.
I used to know.
That I used to know.
I used to know.
Somebody.

Gotye & Kimbra

Darling,
I do
see you.

Medo desperta(n)do

Despertou as pressas. Desnorteada, começou a procurar os seus objetivos para não se atrasar (mais). Enquanto sua mente focava em qualquer outro assunto, um pensamento lhe deu um murro: 'está preparada para sofrer novamente?' E em segundos todos os piores sentimentos já alojados em seu peito passaram como um filme mudo. Olhou fixo para um canto não importante de seu quarto cinza e sua resposta sempre duplicada explicou: 'não, de novo não. Qualquer outro sofrimento será diferente, seja pior ou menos difícil. O que não suportaria seria mais uma rejeição'. Tenta se consolar sem muitos resultados: 'apesar de não merecer, posso muito bem estar abrindo oportunidade'. 

E de um sono não memorável acabou por marcar a ferro seus pensamentos inseguros. Não temia sentimentos, até porque eram bem intencionados. Não temia a vida. Temia mais uma negação do que realmente é, temia não conseguir gostar de si por conta das opiniões alheias. Possui todo o amor do mundo, menos aquele que mais te merece: ela mesma.

Pensamento de final do dia

E teria a capacidade de descrever tudo e todos daquele cenário... isso se tivesse prestado atenção em alguma outra coisa. Fica somente o que interessa e o resto vira passado. Borrões perto da luminosidade. O silêncio gostaria de agradecer por fazer bem mesmo despertando todos os medos. Não era esperado a sobrevivência dessa habilidade.

Heart Skipped a Beat

Please don't say we're done
When I'm not finished,
I could give so much more
Make you feel like never before.

Welcome, they said welcome to the floor
It's been a while,
And you've found someone better
But I've been waiting too long to give this up.

The more I see, I understand
But sometimes I still need you.
Sometimes, I still need you [x7].

And I was struggling to get in
Left waiting outside your door,
I was sure
You'd give me more.

No need to come to me
When I can make it all the way to you.
You made it clear
You weren't near,
Near enough for me.

Heart skipped a beat
And when I caught it you were out of reach.
But I'm sure, I'm sure
You've heard it before.

The XX

Again (?)

I try so not to give in,
I say to myself this affair, it never will go so well.
But why should I try to resist
When  I know damn well,
That I've got you under my skin.

I`d sacrafice anything come what might
For the sake of having you near,
In spite of a warning voice that comes in the night
It repeats, repeats in my ear:
"Don't you know you fool, you never can win.
Use your mentality, wake up to reality"
And each time I do, just the thought of you
Makes me stop before I begin,
Because I've got you under my skin.

Frank Sinatra

A suspeita de uma mudança

Por algumas horas voltou a pulsar. Um retorno imprevisto difícil de admitir. Gostou da surpresa, pois talvez seja uma salvação. E começa novamente outro ciclo. Só espera que esse seja tão bom ou até melhor do que qualquer outro, por mais que seja apenas esperanças batendo mais forte em sua mente.