Transforma(ndo)

Ando lutando contra características que sempre fui
apenas para ser alguém melhor
para o futuro,
para o presente,
para você,
mas principalmente

para mim.

Minha mente tranquila.

Minha evolução.

Heartbreak Warfare

Lightning strike
Inside my chest to keep me up at night
Dream of ways
To make you understand my pain

Clouds of sulphur in the air
Bombs are falling everywhere
It's heartbreak warfare
Once you want it to begin
No one really ever wins
In heartbreak warfare

If you want more love
Why don't you say so?
If you want more love
Why don't you say so?

Drop his name
Push it in and twist the knife again
Watch my face
As I pretend to feel no pain, pain, pain

How come the only way to know how high you get me
Is to see how far I fall?
God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me
But I can't break through it all
It's heart, heartbreak

I don't care if we don't sleep at all tonight
Let's just fix this whole thing now
I swear to God we're gonna get it right
If you lay your weapon down

Red wine and ambien
You're talking shit again
It's heartbreak warfare
Good to know it's all a game
Disappointment has a name
It's heartbreak
It's heartbreak warfare

John Mayer

Maybe It's Just Me

Maybe it's just me, but you seem finally happy
I don't think I've seen your face just glow like a neon sign
And maybe we should be alone for ever after,
'Cause even thought the nights are long
At least I'll make it another day.

Cause I can't live if you're not happy
I can't live if you cry,
But I can live without you if it makes you smile.

And maybe things got weird after all that went down
Things were oh so clear,
That I could never get the right
So tell me what your plans are
And tell me what you're doing
The only thing I'll hold against me is a picture of you tonight.

Cause I can't live if you're not happy
I can't live if you cry,
But I can live without you if it makes you smile
And I can't wait to see you rise
And I can't wait for you to shine
But I can wait for you if all you need is...
Time for you to think things over
Time to talk the drama down
It's not a contest of who'll try harder
Or who'll cross the finish line.

And I can't live if you're not happy
I can't live if you cry,
But I can live without you if it makes you smile
And I can't wait to see you rise
And I can't wait for you to shine
But I can wait for you if all you need is time.

Butch Walker

Minha escolha

- O que é viver? É arriscar.

Eu escolho ficar,

Eu prezo por nós,

Eu luto por você.

Pois sei que se for desistir sem ao menos tentar

eu não estaria arriscando, não seria um 'e se' ou um 'talvez'...

 apenas a certeza da tristeza

de te dizer - antecipadamente - adeus.

'A beleza é mesmo tão fugaz'

"Você me fez entender o sentido da frase.
Beleza é um conceito geral. Muitas pessoas tem beleza. Muitas pessoas adquirem beleza ou são belas só quando arrumadas. 
Eu te vi acordando e te achei linda. Você fez o conceito de beleza fazer sentido pra mim. 
E você, pra mim, é o perfeito conceito de fugaz, porque me sinto uma fugitiva com esse sentimento. 
Não estou no meu porto seguro mais."

AC.Q.P

The sweetest thing I've ever seen. Thank you.

Should have known...
I'm only an adventure,
not the real thing.