That's it

You talk about him;

I fake a smile, but I'm not faking when I wish you both happiness. 

You see, seeing you glad is more important than showing my real feelings and maybe lose your friendship;

It's not like I am going to tell you how amazing you are and how much I wanted to be with you. (And how I would be my best for you)

But again, it's impracticable the idea of losing our friendship just for saying out loud what's in my head;

So I'll keep faking, and being the best friend (and person) I can be for you;

Hoping this will eventually pass, or you'll be mine some day.